♥ Have a blast pls :)

Hi there ! :)
i just wanna greet "Merry Christmas !!! " ♥
Whats your plan ?
I have no any plan . Or in other word , i never expect i could celebrate for it :)
So , have a blast all !
Enjoy your days ;)

♥ Happy Winter Solstice Festival ! ♥

Hello everyone ! ♥
Thanks for visit yeaah .
Today's winter solstice festival ! :3
That's means this year gonna end soon . /.\
Time passes in a blinking of eyes huh .
And it's the time to make tang yuan and eat it ! :DD

So cute ♥

软绵绵 soft and sweet ♥ nice

We always make tongyuen without anything inside . means it's plain one.
Although I hope to eat the one which have peanut or other thingie inside :9
Anyway , it's nice ! XD
Making tang yuan on my face haha XD can see cannot eat


Christmas is around the corner too ! what you want for christmas? or whats your plan during christmas? :D tell me
I don't have any plan of it . But i hope for christmas present X) hee hee ♥


I started to work . for few days only. Because of tuition. :3
RM30 per day . For me , I'm happy for it . It's the first salary I get in my life. :3
How meaningful lol. I hope I could go for many days as i can in these two weeks time .

I can't imagine there's two weeks left until the school reopen. OMG.
I can't imagine I will be one of the spm candidates next year. :X
I don't want to graduate /.\
Anyway ...... just gambateh ! :D

Gambateh to all of you too ! ♥

And wish you and me happy everyday ! ♥

Okay . See you .
Buai buai . ♥

♥ Broken Hearts

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?...

♥

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

♥

C':

♥ Love

Last night , I went to see the final of 秀出你自己歌唱大赛.
Great ! ♥ Awesome .
Congratz to the winners !
Did a great job .

Lastly, I hope i could sing well :)

Haha , just a short one .

Nightsss ♥

♥

每一个女孩，都会希望有一个人好好疼她爱她。
在她为他付出的同时，他也在珍惜着她。
爱情，其实简简单单就是幸福，但是，曾几何时我们已经将它复杂化。
纯纯的爱情，才是爱情最原始的面貌。
♥

今天，是拥抱情人节，也是2011年的最后一个情人节。
有个爱人在你身边的，记得好好珍惜ta。祝情侣们甜甜蜜蜜。
跟我一样单身的你，单身万岁吧！
找朋友们拥抱，哈哈。。
单身并不寂寞哦。:) 只是还没有遇到对的人，这样而已。

不知道为什么今天那么有感触。

最近，有点迷惘。

好好过生活吧。
大家也要好好照顾身体哦:)
不要像我这样。=-=

给踏进我的bloggie的你。
祝你开开心心过每一天 C:
wish u happy everyday !
♥


祝大家和我，都幸福！
♥

^~^

Buai buai :3

♥ Experience and realization

Hello all :) I'm Charlene + Xinnee /___________\
LOLLLLLL .
I have attended singing competition which organized by 马青.
Spectrum again lol .
I felt terrible with my performance and as I expected , I can't be able to get into final .
I want money arhhhh T__________T

These are the photos :) ♥

Make up ♥ :3 [hard to clean up though]

Thanks sweetheart for accompanying , styling and photographing ♥ :)




Noob =________=
With moon :D long time didnt see liaw .

There I also met xinyi , carmen ~

Carmen has got into final :D gambateh yea !

Too many gou shao (高手) ! >.<
pui fuk ! :X


刚才分析了一下.现在竟然忘了T_________T
Erm .
觉得自己声音真的好弱 .
也太久没拿mic了,真的非常非常不习惯.
真的比不上啊啊啊
气不够,没有开到声吧..

嗯...大家都说"当拿个经验吧!"
嗯,对.:)

突然觉得唱歌真的真的真的只能当兴趣.:)
对我来说啦.
对geng的人来说当然是很好的.

刚才有一阵子对自己的声音失去信心,不想唱了.
可是,如果我就因为这样就放弃,那太逊了!
我还是会喜欢上唱歌的.过一阵子吧哈~
因为真的接受不了在台上对着mic唱歌的声音.

突然觉得自己什么都平平./__________\
自己喜欢的唱歌也平平,钢琴也算平平而已,其他也是.
运动细胞更加是...=.= 该训练训练了
只有读书成绩算比其他好一点.=__________=
哎,杨晓霓你还是专心读书好啦.
整个nerd XD 幸好你没到nerd的程度/.\

加油! ♥


好想学好多东西!! >__________<

真的很庆幸,有一班好朋友! :)
Really feel grateful for all my friends .
Always made me feel happy and gamdong although a lil things :)
["A little things that make life great~~" XDD from Innocence by Avril Lavigne ♥ ]
I really appreciate .
Love you all ! ♥

Somehow sometimes I can't get along well . But , I still have friendsss ! wootz ! XD

How come I'm so excited right now =-=

Tomorrow is a nice day , I guess? C:
3 VIP coming to my home . ♥ :P dating XD eiiyerrr
See yahs ! :D

Goodnight Bloggie , Goodnight Facebook , Goodnight world , Goodnight me ♥

♥ Birthday 7/12

:) Finally , my birthday have passed .
With my tears of happiness .
I really feel touched . XD Love you all , my friends . :3
I had enough of cakess these days /.\ I had many cakes to eat in this year .
LOL XD
And , I have two cute friends who gifted me same type of thingie XD A piggy bank .
But different style larh . Thankew :D ♥
:3


Well , last night I went to K.I.T. and stayed until 2p.m. today.
To practice dance and capture MV. :) LOL.
Hope it's okay . X)

Somehow , I don't know why I can't get along really well with a team of people . :X
I might be anti-social LOL? XD Impossible XDD
/.\ haih . problem me .

Okayy. That's all for today .
Details later.
Bubyee . :) ♥

永远不要相信一时积极的想法，因为它总有一天会被自己打垮并放弃。/.\
所以，朋友们，坚持很重要啊啊啊 D;

无言的夜晚

哈咯。:)
是一个寂寞的夜晚。
我想睡，可是又没有睡意。

心情复杂。我也不知道为什么耶。。
谁能告诉我。

突然之间，觉得一切都错了。
也不知道是哪里不对劲。
就是，错了。。

我也不知道我在干嘛。。
觉得好不舒服。
整个世界都好。。怪？
好奇怪哦。。

有很多话想说。。可是说不出来。。。

唉，看来又是一个难熬的夜晚啊。。。
让我睡下去吧。。。/.\

我不想迟睡了。。
可是早起又能做什么呢。。。

晚安。

♥ Mwah !

XDD wonder what happened to the title?
No idea . I'm in good mood. :P

Hmph . 4th of December , my mom's birthday . :3
Happy birthday mommy . ♥
Bought a present for her . :)

3th of December , Saturday . ♥
I went to watch <那些年> ! :D
With Dian , hm and compass .

Outfit :3 LOL .
I was glad that my ponytail has grew longer XD LOL

with dian ♥ :D

Teehee :D



4th of December ♥
We went to eat dinner at night , about 9p.m. LOL
after my big bro and 2nd bro came back. :3
Kechara restaurant , Viva ♥ !
Classy :3

My big brotha just came back from trip in Penang and Langkawi .
He brought his students one . as a teacher /.\
I miss my graduation trip in primary school X) ! T^T

He bought and brought so many thingy back home .
Happy happy XD
I wanna go penang and langkawi ! ♥

Whisky , alcohol drinks and chocolates which contain alcohol . :3 I can't touch . My bro said . :X
Some of them are for decoration use XD
Key chain . :3
This chocolate is nice ! ♥ ♥ really nice . :DD



I thought of a phrase when I was waiting for the dishes to come .

我来到这世界是为了寻开心的,而不是为了悲伤生气而来. :3

LOL .

Everything is gonna be fine . ♥

Must always remember this . :)

Okayy .
5th of December , 1st day of tuition .
yeah . GAMBATEH . ♥

Goodnight all ♥

♥ Speechless

Hello all :)
Finally I'm willing to write a post again .
These days are awkward . Except monday .

I went to K.L. with dear and her family . :)
I also met compass and hongmeng there and yumchar together .
I ran through pavilion , lot 10 , sg wang and then timesquare with her . LOL .
Extremely hyper /.\
But I was down because failed to watch 《那些年》！ T.T
And I wonder would I be able to have a chance to watch it with friends next time? /.\

couple :3

"her bf" =.= 柯震东 ♥ mwahaha
Bluekk :P
I like this ♥


nub me :X
Hello Kitty ♥



nice decoration ♥ :3 cute !
Cute sticky :3 and nub me .
OMG dark circles :X
Snowflake ♥ I had chosen a not-really-tasty one . /.\

Had a nice day ♥

But the consequences never end well .
Sigh . (:

Cry not equal to weakness .
So , I cried till I almost vomit out my heart lol. .
Anyway, thanks all my friends . ♥


December finally came . And , I feel scary .
I'm not really pleased for it .
But , the time would never stop for me .
Keep going then.

Wish and hopes ♥
Bye .

♥ Awesome hee :)

My look last night ♥ :) I love da outfit .
But the hair spoilt ! arghhh . T^T
And , thanks facebook friends for liking T.T more than 60 and close to 70 now .
I'm so gam dong =.= LOL .


I had my performance done :D in front of spectrum there .
I felt so so so nervous . :X
And, finally done . Phewww .
Still shivering after I finished the performance XD
I have got present too :D snackss and tupperware . for every performer one .


Hmph . My primary friends came :'D
Dian dian , huiiyi , gaikpei , hongmeng and compass . :D
I saw szejen too :D
I'm so so so happy .
Chatted and had fun with them in A&W .
They're so funny and me so too . HAHAHA .
Thank you so much guys !! ♥ ♥
Hope to see all again D:

Btw , I couldn't be able to eat anything .
I had no appetite lol . o.o
and yet compass kept mentioned bout vegetarian . lol =.=


Anyway , still thinking of those bad things :X
STop STOP stop !
Keep on your good mood . purleaassee . :) ♥ ♥ Xinnee

♥
Okayy , you can watch the performance HERE .♥ :))
Just click the "HERE" in blue there .
Hope you like it .
♥

Yesh , finally done . :)

Hopefully there's loads of good days waiting for me ! ♥
Ya there is . I have to believe . :)

Bye ♥ Love ya .

♥ I love you

The title? Oh it's because of I don't know what's the suitable title .

Olivia Ong's song . I love you , I love you , I love you , I do . ♥
:)


I can't type chinese . Sad LOL .

How are you?
I'm fine . But what if I tipu you?
Actually I'm not that fine . whatever . /.\

Crazy Xinnee did crazy things . It's all normal .

Yeah I'm sad . Really sad .
Painful spread throughout my heart .
I don't know . never felt this before .

Tomorrow night 7p.m. at Spectrum .
Performance .
Mine one is piano duet with violin .
Play the song of the castle of the sky .
Nice song .
Come larh .

Lately felt suffering in sleeping and waking up .
Really suffer ...

Anyway , cheer up larhh :)))

Don't hear sad songs liaw . /o\

But sad songs' nice T.T

Hehe XD

Bye , say something here larh . Too bored . :X

♥

这是老天给我的fate.
就当它是fact.
fact是用来接受的。
要知道，是不会change的。

我也不懂我在干嘛。=.=I'm a PIG.



♥Pig SINGING ♥


无聊的生活，好想跟你说拜拜哦。
Boring life, I'm so much hoping to say goodbye to you.

Classic phrase ♥

Steve Jobs said :
Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.
Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice.
And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

贾伯斯说：

你们的时间有限，所以不要浪费时间活在别人的生活裡。
不要被教条所侷限 – 盲从教条就是活在别人思考结果裡。
不要让别人的意见淹没了你内在的心声。

最重要的，拥有追随自己内心与直觉的勇气，
你的内心与直觉多少已经知道你真正想要成为什麼样的人

任何其他事物都是次要的。

♥


“世上每个人都是被上帝咬过一口的苹果，都是有缺陷的人..
有的人缺陷比较大，是因为上帝特别喜爱他的芬芳..”

♥

一生只有两天：「第一天」和「最后一天」

♥


「把每一天都当成生命中的最后一天，你就会轻鬆自在。
（ If you live each day as if it was your last,
someday you’ll most certainly be right ）」♥




Nice right :)

♥

We can't change the fact , but , we can change our mind .
So , use your heart to feel ♥


said something very positive , but can't really do it though
/o\
YongXinNee stupid .


Don't be the same as her arrr :3
Buai buai ♥

Y(@-@)Y

in the midnight :)

Okayy larh .. Actually wanna post something larh :)
Just simple one .
Last last post have to wait for the photos and some words then done .
Haha .

Now 1a.m. In the midnight ,
Using pad now . :)
Why I haven't sleep? XD don't know larh .

Felt like i'm a useless person .
i'm so weak .
How am i gonna make myself stronger and become more independent and mature?
Tell me . I would do it . I would try my best .
I never hope to be a useless little girl .
In beneath . I'm 16 . After few years , I have to face the whole world .
I have to withstand everything by myself .
I know that . But I don't know whether I could do that so .
Sigh...

Can you set me free and let me breath? Though i might break my wings , but i'm sure i could learn something .
i will heal myself though .
i want to work out something . ..

Feel so hopelessness .
Never like now before .
Worse than never .

Okayy , i would tolerate and live my life .
Though holiday is so much boring . :X

I don't want to be a nerd and I don't want to be a "strawberry" !

Can you hear me? No , you never hear me so .

Sigh...

i will be doing a performance in Spectrum . Date 26th of November :)
something like concert .
Have to practise /.\
Anyone can come just come larh :) though im not doing promotion for melodic . ._.


lastly , I'm not born for what you want me to be like .
Thanks ,

Buai buai . Love ya .
Gambateh !

:)

♥

Untitled

MIXED FEELINGS


Ohyeah .
Thank you . Buai buai lovely ♥

K.I.T. ♥ 休业式

虽然我很懒，但是还是要post下。XD
今天，November 13th , 是我们的休业式:D 虽然还没毕业啦
有表演，跳《稻香》 :))
小孩子跳舞手语，还有话剧。
幸好，表演顺利完成 ！:D
大家请给自己一个大大的掌声呗！Bravo. :)

感性的话 O.O 很开心认识大家 :D


黑妈妈 :X






回家时。。

Upload照片超慢！/.\

总之很开心啦。。
大家都很搞笑，可是认真起来可不是盖的。XD
赞啦！:P


明年见啦各位 ♥ ：）

11.11.11 ♥

Hello all ! ♥
Today's a special date , 11.11.11 :))

Do you have any activities to celebrate ?
Or same with me , stay at home and bored?
Or it's the same like what usual day is ?
Yeah that's what i feel haha .

A special day , but a usual day . :(
Nothing much to plan , nothing much to do .

Somehow I miss to go tuition , instead of sitting here facing pad all day .
And TV always my "close friend" . /o\

i hope to go somewhere everyday .
Yea im serious , everyday .
i don't love to sit here , do nothing , or hide in my room . :X

Now , im trying to curl up my hair hehe.
Hope it works !
im gonna find back my things that i lost in this holidays XD im so worse to lost it .

i wanna eat ! I wanna drink ! I want food , beverages , snacks , dessert !! ♥ :((

I NEED IT .

Wish you all have a nice and happy day !

Hope my wishes come true X)

Happy Single Day ! :)

Buai buai . ♥

bitter me HAHAHA

我早说过。。。
如果我可以靠自己，我就不用靠你们了。
我还真恨为什么我这么弱！
为什么每次都需要跟着你们的安排，而我都无法自己安排。
不用你们烦。
搞到我觉得自己像个累赘，像个烦恼。

为什么我不能变得更强。为什么我不能离开你们所谓的呵护。
我宁愿不做温室小花，不做大小姐，而是能努力自立的人。

也许我太失败了吧。。是我的错。对不起。。

杨晓霓，你没用啦。。。

骂自己，过瘾的说。:3

Recent :D

大家好yo ~
Hello ! :D

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY !!!
Exam finished :目 long for a month :口
can play and sleep larh !! XD [actually play maximum everyday already =_=]

But some kind of boring when nothing to do o.o
Empty pulak .

So , any suggestions or ideas? XD Thank you hahhhh .

My cousin sista had got married last week .
I will post it when im free larh XD hehehh
Wish her live happily together with her husband forever . ♥ peace ^_^v
She's so pretty :3

Recently , transferred games from cousin sista sheep :P
family restaurant and cooking classes all over the world larh XDD
Nice one ! Wootz !

And , I have got something to recommend to you :D
cwwany.com
Wanwan's blog :D
Nice , cute and funny ! X)
It's some drawing inside .


Okayy , update later yeaa :3
Bubyee ♥

Random-ing :3

Whooooaaaahhhhhh !!!!

XD kinda curious about why i was shouting like a crazy one right? Right? Right? XD [three-eight-.-]
This post is the 249th post of this blog . UNBELIEVABLE :O
Thinking of next post . What am i gonna write about? Something special ?
Cause that is 250th post ! :D memorable :P

ANY SUGGESTION? PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT HERE OR SMS ME . CALL EITHER XD Kidding kidding .
Thankiuuuuu . Aligato ! :3

Wooo...Holiday will be ending soon and another 4-days examination /o\
Yor i don't want lol .
K , face the fact . I haven't even touch my books :3 only a lil .
See? ONLY a lil . :(
Hehe XD worry worry .

After exams , then holiday again :X it's like a cycle .
When i go to school , i love to go either .

Then i go for holiday , i love holiday and be lazier and lazier T~T
After that , go to school again , I love to go then =.=
Very ...... Cycle lorh D:
Don't you feel it the same? Yesh i know .
So , the question here is , most of you love to go to school or go for holiday?
I bet most of the people would choose holiday o.ov

Anyway , i describe holiday as , the period of time where you get drowned in entertainment , happiness and laziness . X3
Agree? :P

Okayy XD I saw someone yawning there .
Don't worry . I will just end here . :D
Buhbyeee <3 Love ya . be happy . :)

I'm looking forward to NOVEMBER <3 Hope to be busy . :3

MAINTAINING is much more harder than ACHIEVING ♥

Hello my friends . :) I'm here again .
Attempted to write a post before I go for dinner .

Grateful :)

Today , went for an activities of charity .
It's nice . Nice to be able to lend a hand in this event . :)

Realized that ...
Hmm... Do you all realize ?
Actually we are already so hang fuk . :) cantonese larh ahha..
Most of us do not poor , have lots of food to eat everyday , have water to drink , have oxygen to breathe in , have parent or family take care of you , or have chances to go to school and make friends , can take part in many activities , learn many things , do many things , interest and so on.
And , we can sleep and wake up everyday . /o\
See? There are soooo many things that we can appreciate for , be grateful for .
Although we won't see it really clear . As we enjoying many things now .
So , just cherish larh XD that's the point after all .

I'm learning to appreciate and accept everything in my life .
The fact is , maintaining is always harder than achieve ! but it's more important !
I tried out so many times .
I think I need that kind of determination . XD
Seriously . :P

Anyway , lets get some more relaxing topic .
That's holiday ! Though I'm not really hoping it to come . X)
I have got LOADS of plan to be launched .
But , somehow , it's hard to realized a plan X( .
My most lovable plans here ♥ :
-Travel or go somewhere with nice scenery like green grass , and sea . Or just somewhere else :D
-Shopping spree will do ! For sureeee . :P [$.$]
-Attending yoga classes (as my dad have came out with this idea) , It's nice !
-Sports activities . The best is that I can learn swimming and cycling ._. [ with determination , XINNEE! ]
-Hang out
-Camps . Dance. o.o
-And , somemore somemore ♥ :))
HOPEFULLY ALL OF THEM CAN BE REALIZED IN MY HOLIDAY . yay .
Though it's not possible =.=""


OMG . my determination and realization have gone and flied away all of a sudden . Where are YOU ! @.@
I go find it now . Bubye XD See you ! mwahs !
*What a nice ending . Blek . ♥

Look , so cute! ♥ Gift this smile to you :)) Lovely .

I CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE .
Wish to be the person who can make anyone of you smile :)
Just SMILE ! ♥ Lovely.


Buai buai ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥