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Thursday, January 22, 2015

What a day

At this late night, come write emo post lol.
Don't know why. 
Maybe it is just a normal feeling for humans.

Hmph I feel loved and touched today.
As my mom comforts me seeing me got disappointed. K it was because she didn't have comments for my alevel results. 
And my second brother just told me that I have done a good work and posted my results on insta and facebook, saying that he is proud of me and i'm smarter than him lol. 
I was so so happy with that so I actually shared it to my friends. Not showing off but excited.
Was like a kiddy which is happy with my own result after my family be satisfied with it. 
Well of course I think my dad would be happy for me too. :) 

Well, this is just a little part of my life. 
There are more journey to go.
I would take this as the indication of how I could choose my path in the future.
Although I am still quite confused with it. 

Hmph. And thinking of my dad and mom. Feel sentimental again. 
And somemore hav the mood to play piano today. Play interstellar song so nice. 
Imma sentimental artist hahaha. 
I love my mom. And so I feel sad for her, cuz I really glad seeing my dad and mom together until they are both old. I hope they could be together for a longer time. 
Well, life. Lols. Unexpectable. 
Accept and appreciate. Should acc my mom more lol. 

And was happy to have yumchar session at night with the so called cheras gang haha.
Yesterday just had a little trip to 1U with them haha. 
Everyone is going to be busy so it becomes more precious to gather with every friends.
Miss everyone so badly. Everyone.

Bye. Hope we have a lively, happy and enriched life! 




Thursday, January 1, 2015

新年新开始的机会

昨天,无法对任何人说出我的真实心情。看到大家都这么开心迎接新的一年到来。
反正很少人看部落格了写在这里无所谓吧。
不知道为什么我的新年都那么奇怪。心好痛。现在终于可以放心哭了。:)

今天
有人很神啊竟然看到这个post XD
哭完了。想也知道不能这样下去啦。只会对自己造成伤口。
昨天很寂寞很痛苦。
不能这么执着钻牛角尖了吧。
而且新一年了,应该除旧迎新。

虽然有点害怕农历新年时会重蹈覆辙。因为这两年来我的新年总是很冷清。
所以才会想叫朋友来的。不过大家也有自己的节目了吧。
应该叫堂姐一起的哈哈,她也是在家。

阿癫的问候和阿姨的微信让我好多了。
谢谢你们。<3 我不是一个人。你们也不是一个人,因为有我,有你们身边的人。:) 
人就是一个需要聊天的动物www

也许真的有很多不如意的事情,有很多力所不能及的事情。
一些需要接受包容和慢慢解开,一些需要自己积极改变,一些需要放下,
一些需要暂时搁一边,先好好努力活在当下。
虽然现在的生活也挺颓废哈哈哈。

其实也不用什么都想得那么多,自己想要什么自己自然知道,
一直以来都有人提醒着消极是没有用的,而我也体验过积极正面起来的效果。
至少不是原地不动,至少有进步了。

新一年,希望我们都能幸福满满,平安健康,笑容一直都在,希望一直都存在心中支撑着我们。
不管开心难过的事情,都能从容一些,顺其自然,珍惜当下。<3 

果然昨天没向人诉说是对的呢。:) daijobu dakara.
新年是展开新开始的机会!我还有很多很多事情要去做呢。