Today...

haiz...today just half ok half not ok only lo...
haiz...I'm so quite today...
Don't know can say what...hahax...
Hope everyday can be happy like yesterday lo...
But maybe impossible...??
haiz....
I'm really more not natural in front of my frens...
haiz....that damn xxxxxxxxxxxxxx! haiz...
I more don't like myself when infront of my frens...
so not natural...so quite...
haiz...what can i do...??...
Don't know.......Confuse za.......
Long ago~~~~I'm full sense of humour, talkative , friendly~~~~Is a active and happy girl~~~~
Now~~~~~I'm quite a bit , humor cannot be show,want to talk but dunno want to talk wat,frenly .....Is a normal and sad girl....dunno larh....
Who can help me leh?
=P... so sad leh....T^T dunno dunno dunno dunno larh.....
lin lin help me~~~~XP

今天开心呀~^^

26/7/09
Wah~~~Today although don't have do homework...so sad..
But at night so happy nia~~
Dad and mom bring me to eat dinner in Tian Yian~~
Food so delicious and its decorate and design is beautiful~~~
It is one of the vegetarian restaurant near Jusco~
It is so special~~ Special vegetarian restaurant~~~~XD
The most expensive food that I had bought is the gelato~~
It is cost RM 15~ So expensive loh~~
It has many flavours~~ have strawberry~ Banana and chocolate~~
Wow~~~Yummy and sweety~~~^^
I have to explain==hehe~~It is layer~~ One layer is icecream,one layer is fruit~~
Many layers de~~I had have a chocolate icecream layers and banana~~~
wow~~~~~~fantastic~~but the icecream is too sweet and thick for me~~hahax~~
Daddy know expensive but he buy for me o! coz he want to "jiang li" me for having a good result in the theory exam~~XD Thanks~~~Dad~~Muacks~~
I ♥ You~~~ Mom And Dad~~~ Muacks~~ ^^

27/7/09
哇~~Finally can come blogging times~~^^
Today totally happy nia~~~
Happy with Lin lin~~^^ and friends~~^^
The morning session student have exam, so the desks and chairs arranged like exam~
Wah~ we arrange it again to our place = =''
Paiseh to morning session~~ hahax...><
I sit with lin lin and hui yee nia~~
So happy chatting with lin lin~~Muackss~~^^And other frens a little bit ya~~^^
haiz...today evening my house don't have bekalan air...
So I cannot wash my hair again!!...I have two days never wash...==''
Added today...three days...OhMyBuddha~~~~==
today just use some water to pour my hair only lo...haiz..haha...^^''
And then o~ The gelato that I bought yesterday haven't finished yet o~
After dinner~~I get it and eat eat eat~~Sweet and cold~~hahax~^^
And then o~ Today a teacher come to our class and call me and other frens to come out~
She said is Majlis Anugerah 1~ Wahhh!!!so hapi! I have got the best of Form 1~~~
Thank you thankyou!!! wow~~unbelievable a bit~happy~~
huiyin,huiyee,hamsa,wengyan,szejen,yinshan and leeyoong oso got~
wow....
haiz...so mad with the folio+s!! I don't want to do larh! I want to study...
Prepare for exam mah...haiz...
But the most happiest is chatting with lin lin nia~~^^
and then I LOVE♥ MYSELF,♥ My Dad and Mom and brothers,♥ my frens~~~^^
LOVE LOVE LOVE I LOVE ♥ XD
Wish I can be happy everyday~ and my family,my frens also can be happy everyday with me~~~
LOVE♥ ^^

A Not Bad mood

星期五 24/7
今天还蛮开心的哦~原本是心情很不好的。。。
有公民老师举办的模拟"Pilihan Raya"~
我也是calon之一噢~哈哈。。。
输十票给Wong wei kit。。。
不过这已经是预料中的事，而且我也投了他一票呀~哈。。。
我并没有多大信心啦，不过爸爸写的那个演讲稿很好，也算交了差吧。。。哈哈。。。
输了我并没有失落，但是还是在猜投我的那十个人是谁呢？哈哈。。。
今天我试着主动去掺他们，终于英语节可以和依霖谈天了~^^
还帮到他们做英语作文的东西呢~开心~当时可以和依霖谈到天，真的很开心哪~^^
放学时，我让他们先过去，婷、文和靖主动跟我说再见也~我也很开心的对他们笑~^^
也许对有些人来说并不算什么，但是对我来说就是一件开心的事了！
总之跟依霖开心啦~^^~Muackk~~~
所有朋友家人，也爱你们~Muackk~~

星期六 25/7

今天早早有课外活动，七点半也！==
很累列。。。我六点被闹钟吵醒，可是我还是不肯起身。。嘻嘻。。。
我是懒猪嘛。。哈哈~~
真的累累~最近好像怎么睡都睡不够的感觉~哈哈哈~~><
七点才慢慢爬起来，还想着要不要去，想到依霖那么勤力><，哈哈。。。爸爸之前也蛮鼓励的。。就去喽！=='' haha...
课外活动只是上Bomba第一组的活动而已。。。
可是我觉得在那个时候（早早）那种凉凉的天气留在学校我感觉会比较好也~
哈哈。。原本不是很喜欢的学校竟然成了不舍得的处境~==
我喜欢坐在那个dataran旁边,冷静的感觉~。。。
跟依霖打招呼聊聊之后，就去Bomba等，点名，
当我坐在dataran旁冷静悠闲地看书发呆时，俐、珊之后婷、靖和yean走过，还跟我打招呼~=）
Bomba 老师准备游戏给我们玩，就是老师开音乐，同学们坐着围成圆圈传一个盒子，
音乐停在哪一个人，那个人就得抽出盒子里的纸条，根据纸条里的指示做。。。
我是不大喜欢玩这种游戏，因为我不喜欢做指定动作，因为通常都很鱼。。哈哈。。
这种要敢敢玩的，我是不敢玩的那种。。。哈哈。。。
边玩，边看到依霖pengakap在的我们班。。。
玩这个游戏还是小心一点就好拉~哈哈。。。指定动作真的很好笑、很尴尬的咯~哈哈。。
不过有些还好啦。。。我呢~可以说是幸运还是不幸运呢？只抽过一次~
那次是因为老师“一时失手”才停在我那边的~哈哈。。
抽到要模仿Bomba siren的声音。。。==
我一边干笑，望着老师，努力地想要怎么叫啊。。。
真的很难捏~~我随便叫了几声，很尴尬地。。==
老师还听错呢。。哈哈。。我就再叫多一次喽。。。
我一直叫得很心虚，很难堪。。。哈哈~
玩完了，已经是九点几了，依霖已经回了吧。。
我就去门口看看，爸爸还没来，跑去食堂打公共电话，告诉他可以来了。
正走去门口之间，看到ting、yee和燕在草场那边，就去跟他们打招呼，跟着他们走了一段路，他们要走去别的地方，我就跟他们道别，走带跑去校门，爸爸还没来。。。
就去pondok，看到simren，看到外面是bomba的两位学姐，
出着去的时候，爸爸就来了，就上车喽！哈哈。。。==
饿了，我早上可没吃早餐呢。。呵呵。。只吃了两粒糖子==
有个好主意，去old town吃早餐喝茶~~
原来它现在在周日有早餐配套，超值的噢！
不过可惜周末没有。。哈哈。。
我叫了菠萝包和白咖啡，爸爸早已吃饱了，所以只叫了黑咖啡。
好吃捏~还不够饱，再叫半生熟蛋~他们的蛋煮得很美列~真的！
好好的喝茶，看书~~哇~享受~~真好！>< ^^
大约十点多才回家，我冲了个凉，爸爸出去了，我便心情大好地练琴~
投入一下捏~我家的钢琴我比较习惯~也不紧张~所以弹得好。。。呵呵。。
十二点就去上钢琴班喽~爸爸载~
唉。。。最近面对：
1~钢琴考试
2~学校考试
3~无聊的projek
4~功课
5~温习、读书
钢琴考试八月五日举行，早上十点开始。。。有点怕怕的。。。嘻嘻。。
对于钢琴考试，还有和依霖的约定唷~ 哈哈。。
加油加油！！！！杨晓霓加油！\^^/
加油加油！！霖霖加油！\^^/
加油加油！！所有人加油！！\^^/
杨晓霓一定要振作起来了！！！GAMBATEH YO~~~!!! XD 哈哈。。。
希望家人朋友会支持我！！会吗？~ 会吗？
我爱你们~~~~~~~~MUACKKKKSSS~~~~~~XP
哈哈。。。疯了~~我是疯疯~~~=P
总之~~~~~~~


加油加油加油加油~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~！！！！！！
爸爸妈妈我爱你~~~~~~~~谢谢你们~~~~~~~~~^^
依霖和朋友们我爱你们~~~~~哈哈哈。。=P ^^
MUACKKKKKKS~~~~~~XP
加油！！ \>
杨晓霓要开心~~~杨晓霓要开朗~~~杨晓霓要积极~~~~
杨晓霓要振作~~~~~杨晓霓要加油~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
要开心~~~~~~~~~~放下~~~~~~~~~宽容~~~~~~~~~~
感恩~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^^

爱你们唷~~~~~~~

Sad xinnee

Im really confused now... sad... worry...
I scared... I scared my friends will leave me alone...
I scared... That's why I made me alone...now...
I really don't like alone...Lonely feels...T^T...
I sad... Why... Why I can't be her good friend...
I really try very hard...
don't know...
also scared next year will agih class...
haiz... It's a nightmare for me now...friendship and skul...
T^T who could help me.....

I don't want bad mood!!!!!

So sad...so mad....
I don't know have to care her or not...
she is so out of reason!!!! I don't know what she thought!!!
I have to care her or just leave our broken friendship there?...
Can't!! The gang that Im in there have her!!! They are so friend with her! How I can keep away from her??... I hope to "participate" in another group...but I scared my classmate there will not accept me...And I don't really want to leave XX... She is nice whether many times she is not close with me...
I'm so confuse...but have two friends give me the change group de idea... They said If i don't try, I will not know... But im still confused...
Who can help me???!!!.....haiz....also have many others problems...I hope I'm not gonna be crazy....T^T
Elaine~~~Lin lin~~~~ T^T

HAPPY HAPPY~~ Today totally happy o~ ^^ ^^
so HAPPY~ ^^
thank you Elaine~ Mua mua~~~^^