OK!! I give up!! TT

I give up...ok? I give up too...
My heart can't "stand" my painful again...
Whether I sad, whether I miss her...She will being like hate me forever...right?...

Why...Why make me so sad...why...

I'm really can't expect the she will be like that...
She hate me...I think she never miss our happy moment before...
whenever I miss... Miss a lot...
My heart is so painful...
Why...Why I do the best before and then she still hate me...
I can feel that so I feel I have to left her awhile...But I cannot expect she can do like that...
She can't stand me anymore...right?....
I don't know...so confuse...She hate me from we are friends until now?....
My heart still very pain...very very pain...dissapointed...
Maybe...she really hate me...But I will be very sad...
Why...just tell me...why...why!!!....pain......
With new friends...erm...just fine...unhappy because still think of the broken friendship...
still very sad...still feel ... still very pain...
why she can't treat me like that before?...She hate me?...She never treat me like that before...
now...just sad...just pain...just dissapointed...Please...please tell me the truth...please...
I'm being in suffer...please help me...TT

Oh My God~~~

Haiz...Exam already started lar...My sejarah hor,cannot see de la....
Hahaha...Like last time lo...kaka...But i will never give up and sad ,I have next time de ma!!Next time be very very hardworking lo!^^But i won't let next time be next time again and again!
Next time I must be very very hardworking!
I want to bet that XXX and others!! But most important is bet that XXX lar~~
I hope this time can get b grade marks,if not c oso can...Kaka...The others are ok lo...Don't like exam,I think nobody will like it de lor...>< ^^
Never mine for this time la...I have ready to accept the result de...Whenever it is good or bad...
But I will try my best best best de!!!
Except sejarah coz I already knew my result won't be so good de ma...haha...
Now , with new friend are happy! ^^ I think it is a good starting!
Old friend le....erm...ok lo... just...sometime feel sad oni lo......
I will take part in singing competition of chinese society o!^^
and...exam so happy o! haha...==
OK la~~~~I don't want to talk about "that G" so nothing to say more now...Tell next time la!
BB~~^^

Hatred that full in my heart...

Hatred...A horrible and terrible feelings...
I never believe before that my heart can be full of hatred like now....
Hatred...I'm lose because of it...
Hatred...worse...
I don't like it...I can't control it...
Hope I won't do something that destroy myself because of it...
Hope...Hatred...Go away...
But sometimes I like it too....Kakaka...Crazy...

Happy Labour Day!!!!So happy that today is HOLIDAY!!!!WOOHOO~~~
The happiest thing recently is I will go to temple with Sek Li on Wesak Day o~~!!!
It is the next Saturday o~~We will do many activities there include help for some work there,
eat some icecream ,celebrate Wesak day!! And I will go to help in a ceremony and help the Buddhist choir that my father is in there to play piano for music!!! I'm excited and happy!!!
That day we can chat for whole day long and will be very happy!!!!Yeah!!!^^
Oh~~~I have just wake up...I have to go to brush my teeth and have a breakfast..
Bye~^^

Goodbye, My friend....

Not friend
Friend
Good friend until
We are best friends....

We are a great partner with each other...
Although we have hurt each other...
A great great pair...A great great friendship...
Now, we leave each other...
We still friend...Just back to the beginning...

Care,suspend,hurt,positive,negative...
Sour,Sweet,Bitter,Spicy and salty...
All the flavours and feelings are already contain in our friendship...
This is the great journey...

Now,we stop the journey...
We start another beginning with other friends...
I wish you , Happy Ever After...
I'm appreciate our friendship till now...
Now, we just friend...

Thank you and sorry...
And the last...
Goodbye....

Friendship between us...

She goes to another gang...I don't know what are my feelings...
So confuse and dissapointed with her and our friendship...
Wish we can be happy...I can prove to myself i can be happy without her...
I hope...
I know she is happy now...Me...I don't know...I just want to be back to myself...
We are a great pair before...But still have some problem...
She hurt me a lot...I just cry and never tell her a lot...
And she think I like to cry and very small gas...
Ok...Never mine...I have false also...
But I think she is not don't have any wrongly in this friendship...
She just don't know...She don't want to change together with me...
But before this,whether she hurt me,I don't quarrel with her...
I'm very scared that we will break up before...and sometimes cry...
I'm not really like to cry...I can't control myself...They don't trust me...
But the friendship between me and her is hard to forget...
I won't tell her what are her wrongly...If she want to know, she will find out herself...
But unfortunately,I think she never want to know whether I tell her...
As a Conclusion,we have good friendship whether it is not best...I'm dissapointed but I will make her as friend also whether she has make me as friend or not...
I want to say to her: Be happy...And hope you can find out your wrongly finally and change...It has benefit with yourself and your friend...Yin Shan and her friend also use this method...They change together...Unfortunately,that method is unusable between us...Never mind...We will be friend also..You hurt me,you leave me finally...But now I won't care for this...I just can give you a smile.....................................................^^